talent and aition are not inferior to any n. 可是哪怕她那么努力奋斗到现在，自认为自己不是一无是处，自认为自己也多多少少有些成绩，自认论才华心志皆不输于世间男儿。 But in front of this youn ster, his every ve and word de her feel ashad and inferior, rendin her to be aware of her identity constantly. So people are born a person everyone''''s proud of, but she knows that she cannot coete with fate once she encounters a powerful opponent, no tter how hard she strules and how arroant she is. It''''s like her current situation. No tter how hard she strules, she cannot escape the fate of bein abandoned by everyone. 可是在面前这位公子面前，他的一举一动，一言一行皆让自己自惭形秽，皆无时无刻不再提醒着自己要自知身份，有些人生来就是天之骄子，而她这种人不管如何奋斗，无论如何的自命不凡，那都是她没有遇到强大的对手，一旦遇到了，就知道个人的努力终究争不过命运，就好比她现在哪怕再挣扎也逃不过天之弃女的命运。 The world is so ridiculous. Those who have enouh to eat and drink can die of overeatin, while those who are starvin can die of huner. When she was youn, she lacked ney the st and struled on the ede of warh and cold, but no one ever ave her a cent. Now she has plenty of ney, but those youn sters who co to ive her cash are still flockin to her without end. 人世间就是这么可笑，撑的撑死饿的饿死，年幼之时她最缺钱，在温饱极寒边缘挣扎时没有人给过她一分钱；现在她早已经不缺钱了，可是给她送钱的那些公子哥们又蜂拥而至，陆绎不绝。