n.（我当然知道。但那个时候，我不想面对现实，因为我觉得我失去了所有。）” “But do you feel better now, coare to one to two years ao?（跟两年前相比，你现在感觉好些了吗？）” “Yeah, in the aspect that I’re open to face it and talk about it. Clown, this albu is the process that I’oin to face self and know re about self. I’aware of who I a what I’oin throuh, and what I’ll be facin with, basically I decided to ke peace with self and to show the non-perfect side of self. I feel it’s okay to show that I’not perfect, I just need to adt it. This is not what I was like before.（是的，我在尝试慢慢调整自己。我现在基本能够打开心扉，向身边的人倾诉我内心的感受。Clown这张专辑讲述的就是我如何决定直面真实的自己，了解更深自己，其实也就是我与自己和解的过程。我接受了不完美的自己，同时也将不完美的自己展现给大众，让他们了解最真实的我。但以前我不是这样想的。）” “What were you like before?（以前你是怎么想的？）” “I think before, I care too ch and I was tryin to satisfy everybody. But then I just fiured out that was iossible. It’s iossible to satisfy everyone, but I need to satisfy self first, it’s career and drea and I have to be the leader of world and life.（曾经我太在乎别人的看法，我想要尽我所能去满足所有人的需求。后来我意识到我不可能让所有人满意，但我必须先让我自己满意。因为这是我自己的梦想，只有我自己才能主导。）” “Is there anythin else that you want to talk about that you haven’t talk about before?（除此之外你还有什么想要和大家分享的吗？）” “I want audience and supporters to know that I’an entertainer, all I want to do is to entertain thein every way. You know, fa, popularity, these thins are like bubbles and they don’t last forever. All I want to do durin the ntary ti I have is to ke thesle throuh sic, perforn, throuh everythin I can do. And I want theto beco sobody they are proud of in their own career, in their own field. All I care is about the I want theto beco theelves and to pursue their own drea It’s not about , you know, cause I’just one of those artists that will be one at any ti.（我希望我的粉丝们了解，我是一名艺人，我的职责是尽我所能创造出让你们觉得有意义的艺术作品。名利和声望并不会恒久存在。在时间的长流里，我只是千千万万艺术家中不起眼的一位。但我希望在我还能出现在大众视野的时候，尽我所能，创造一些值得被人记住的东西，音乐也好，表演也好，我希望我的作品会让你们觉得快乐。我也希望你们每一个人都能成为自己的主人，勇敢追求自己的梦想。希望有一天，你们会为自己骄傲。）” “It see that you ar